HIM

Maybe that was not the best end, but that was the end of our friendship. I don’t blame only you, we both made mistakes at some points. There were some moments in which I was a little bit immature, I was a little bit evil, I made scandals, I over reacted making people outside of the story get into it and making it worst. I was always honest, because for me that was the only way that could make us get back together. However, you decided for the other way, you decided to be fake. With me you were always the good friend that I could always count on. But that ended, because your character didn’t last long different from how you imagined. Of course, I accept you apologies, I accept your reasons why you did what you did, but that doesn’t mean that everything can go back the way it was. Now we can’t go back and redo what we did, so we wouldn’t have committed mistakes, we will have to deal with this situation and try to be honest to each other. I don’t know if that was the way we wanted our “relationship” to end. And that’s the end of another story of my life. Maybe in a hour, in a day, in a month, in an year, in ten years we would have forgot everything and go back to normal but maybe we won’t forget and we will still be hurt when talking about it. I really don’t know what is going to happen. I just want to tell you, that even after all, for me you are always going to be unique. You were the person who most helped me when I needed and betrayed me at the same time. So that’s how our friendship ended or that’s only the beginning of a new story between us. Now it’s time for us two to move on, because my life stopped a lot because of you. Thank you, I love you. 

Let's go to the Church S.

Last night, January 29^th, S and I had one of the funniest and best conversations ever. There was a long time we didn't talk, but yesterday we caught up in all topics. We talked about a lot of cool stuff, I gave her some advices about how to deal with boys and now I will have to teach her how to flirt. We also talked about bad about someone who used to be a nice person, but now “it” changed, so we got to the conclusion of what type of person it is, and trust me no one can be faker than it. After we talked bad about this someone, she told me that I have a high self-esteem and that I don’t care about what people think. Using what she told me about me, we both created a quote: “You know what I think? No one can do better than me on doing NB(my initials). So they can’t judge me… And if they do it’s because they don’t have a life to worry about so they prefer to worry about mine. And that just makes me laugh” – NB &MS. For sure that’s one of the best quotes ever, not only because we created but that’s so true. Since then S consider me her idol and I consider her my number one fan. I have to go now guys, S and I have to go to the church now, God has to forgive us after all the bad things we said last night. Love you S.

Xoxo,

NB.

Good Bye 2010 Hello 2011

Dear 2010,

That was probably one of the best years of my life.  I learned so many things this year and I will be learning a lot of things in 2011. In 2010 I learned that we can’t live from the past that you don’t have to care anymore about someone who was part of your past, because there are reasons why this someone is not in your future. I also learned that everything happens for a reason, if what you wanted to happen didn’t happen it’s because there is something better waiting for you in your future. This year I also learned that you can never regret what you did, because at the end they just teach you how to deal with some situations and they also define who you really are. This year i also learned that waiting for things to happen and wondering how they are going to be is such a waste of time. I also learned that you can never trust everyone; you can only trust your closest friends. This year I also learned how to control my anger, I figured out that this feeling won’t get me into any place I just have to smile and let it go.  I obviously have to thanks to those who hated me in 2010, you made me a stronger person, also thanks to those who loved me, and you made my heart bigger. I have to thanks all my friends who cared about me and were always there when I needed or didn’t need; they just made me feel important and loved. For those who envied me, thank you a lot, because you only made myself esteem goes really high.   I also learned that everything that goes come back and I also had a lot of friends leaving this year and with them I learned that nothing is forever, so you have to enjoy a lot every day of your life. I also learned that’s all up to you to make your day better. Over all I just want to thank all of you who entered my life this year you made me who I am today. 

I think I like you...

Around 4 weeks ago, I met this guy from another school in VANAS. Since then we have been talking to each other all the time. Even though we fight more than we talk, I can’t see myself not talking to him. He is 4 years older than me and he made it clear he doesn’t have feelings for me. He is the type of boy who doesn’t want anything in life and doesn’t care about anything, except for his dog. He is really moody, and he treats me like crap but it seems like I need him more and more. That’s what really sucks about the whole “situation”, because from my entire life I never felt like I needed someone before, and now this dude comes and turns my life upside down. All my friends are against him, they always tell me a lot of bad things about him to me, I don’t know if they are just trying to protect me or if they don’t want me to create expectations of things that won’t happen. I don’t think I like him, not at all. I have never wanted something so badly that I know I can’t reach. I have tried to not talk to him, I did it just fine and all my friends were telling me how I look happier while I am not talking to him. However, I know that inside I am ten thousand times happier while talking to him than when I am not. Last night we Skyped, it was really cool, but it seemed like I was enjoying more than him. I have never felt this way before; I just hope this feeling goes away as soon as possible because I am tired of suffering for someone who I truly know is not worth my feelings. If he is reading it right now, I just hope he can be understanding and see what I feel for him.

My Angel Sent from Above

Last Blog Post before Christmas break and I don’t know what to write about. Let me think. Ok I know what I am going to write about. This year was a great year, I got good grades, I went to a lot of parties, a lot of nice new people came to school and one of those nice new people turned to be one of my best friends. And it’s about her who I will be talking about today. I don’t remember how she turned out to be one of my best friends; I just remember that at the beginning of this year I hated her. I talked bad about her with my friends just because we liked the same guy, but at the end I just remember I went to apologize to her for everything I had talked about her and I figured out she is an amazing person. She is the type of friend who everyone dreams about having, she is loyal, she will always be there for you, doesn’t matter when, I can tell her everything and I know she won’t judge me. I know we have not been friends for a long time, but I know our friendship won’t end soon. She is a friend who I want next to me my whole life. I also want to tell her that I will always be there for her when she needs it! Oh and I can’t forget that I have a GORGEOUS best friend and the BEST SWIMMER ever. Yeah, she also swims and really well. Even though she is a little bit weird, and crazy she is also confident of herself, outgoing, sociable and really supportive that’s why I love, love her! As I always say “she is my angel sent from above.” Love you,

xoxo,

NB

David Guetta !

On 17th of November, 2010 I had one of the best days of my life. I didn’t only go to the David Guetta’s concert but I also met the boy I liked there! I know, I know, two great things in a night it just could turn to be an amazing night, but not my whole night was that perfect. My night didn’t start that great. It all started when I was trying to decide what I was going to wear, but I had such a horrible time finding it, after deciding what to wear I had to get ready in less than an hour… and that’s kind of really hard for me to do. After getting ready it was like 7:30pm, and I was waiting for my friends to go to my house and then we would go to the concert, but some of my friends who were already in the concert started texting me that the place was full, that wouldn’t be able to get in, that it was insane, that there was a lot of traffic to get to place where the concert was, therefore I started to freak out, because we were just leaving my house at 8:30pm so I imagined that I wouldn’t be able to get there and see the concert. So I got really mad at my mother, because she decided to go at the wrong time and blah blah. After the whole fight with my mom my friends came to my house, but I still had to wait for my driver. I was in such a horrible mood, you have no idea. Finally he got to my house and then we were about to leave and my sister started crying because she didn’t want to be alone with my maid. So my friends and I had to wait for my mother to talk to her and then go. Then thanks god, after 10 minutes we left. Since then my night wasn’t being that horrible, we didn’t get ANY traffic to get to the place, and when we got to the place we had VIP tickets to the parking lot, which made us not get any lines to stop the car. We got there at like 10pm and the concert would just start at mid night. While we were waiting for the concert to start amazing things happened, me and my friends met people from our school, we danced in the rain, I talked to the boy I liked and then finally Guetta’s concert and it was just INCREDIBLE! I LOVED IT, THAT WAS FOR SURE ONE OF THE BEST NIGHTS OF MY LIFE! I wish I could go back in time but since I can’t I know that enjoyed it as much as I could!

How to keep&conserve Nail Polish

As I told you in the prior post, nail polish is one of the things that I cannot live without. And today I am going to give your tips to how keep your nail polishes.

First of all it’s better think in how to conserve the nail polish: it’s very important to always leave the container well closed and in a room temperature environment.

To conserve the color the ideal it’s to leave the container in standing and sometime take the ones that color seems to be changing and mix a little bit, so they can go back to the nail polish can go back to the real color.

 It’s nice to adopt a pattern to organize the nail polish, think in separate them by: colors brand or use frequency. That way it’s going to be easier to find this or that nail polish, in the middle of the “crowd.” Use creativity! You can improvise, you can make nail polish keeper using shoes’ box, you can make it look cuter and use it! Hope that from now on, your nail polish survive a little more than it survived and that you can find your nail polish faster with your pattern organization!

Xoxo,

NB